I feel very distracted this 2 weeks. I can't stay focus in every single thing I do. I'll procrastinate and procrastinate and procrastinate... till things never actually get done. I know what my distractions are but am I not willing to let it go? Getting myself out from the comfortable thinking zone (at that point of time) and look forward for something REAL and GREATER? I think I've changed. I'm not sure if it is for good or bad. Something within me has to go or it'll ruin my life forever!!! Seriously serious...! How? One way, that is through God. Sometimes, people knows what are their problems and they know who to find but why sometimes it's so hard for them to find that person and get it solve once and for all. Just like me and Him, I know if I seek Him earnestly, doors will be opened to me but what is stopping me from searching Him? And things never get done at the end... *some of u probably dont understand what I'm saying her but it's ok... just read on** =)

I also have been thinking about my studies recently (told ya, I've been thinking a lot!). I kinda regret taking business. I should have follow my heart and take up photography, something my heart has been telling me to do since in secondary school. I totally have no idea why I ended up in Business School. The urge in me to learn photography is getting stronger and stronger. Everytime, I see great photos in mag, I envy and I want to be the photographer that take those great pics. I WANT TO BE A PHOTOGRAPHER!!!