Plain Tuesday...

2nd day of break!!! Done nothing productive but watching lots of TV. Hehehe... Kinda lazy to study for my CB test 2 which is on the 2nd of May. Mom and I signed up for church camp on SUnday but still not sure we're REALLY going (keep in view).
My body has been aching for 2 days ady. This the results of abandoning futsal for so many months. Hehehe... I can hardly move man!

Anway, I have been lots of thinking these few days. I felt myself drawing further and further away from God. I'm so spiritually dry. I can no longer feel the touch from Him and the fire in me. What happened? Is the world taking me away from Him? And someone asked me a question few weeks ago and it really made me think what I'm doing now. Am I serving myself in my comfort zone and when am I going to step out from my comfort zone and serve Him? I quitted De Connection because I feel lost there and I don't have the urgency of calling ppl up anymore. Then, I was told to help out in the college cell as core members. Is that really serving Him? Recently, there a few people who keep asking to me go back RR and serve. Well, I was once a ranger there and if now i go back, I'll be serving as a leader. Kinda pressuring!! hehehe =) Jeff asked me a thousand times ady but never once I put into consideration, like REALLY think of it. Well, kinda thinking about it now. Cause I want to really make sure that it's not for the sake of ppl asking me.