It is exactly one more month to my 21st bday *Wuhhhoooooooooooooooo**

*clap clap**

And I've decided to post my wishlist... teehehe... =)

1. I found out that you can watch movie from an ipod and so I WANNA AN IPOD!
2. DKNY Apple perfume.
3. A gold neckchain to go with one gold pendant given by aunty Lorena (so nice of her to buy me one months ago...)
   
4. A set of white gold jewelery.
5. A Guess watch. Titus or Swatch also can. Espirit pun boleh... =)
   
6. A digi camera.
7. A pink Nike toiletry bag
8. A nice sweater/jacket (not too thick, not too thin)
9. A nice flip flop (I love flip flops)
10. Handbags and more handbags...
11. Unlimited supply of $$
    

Mom is giving me a hard time planning for my bday party.

"You better plan fast cause you're leaving for mission trip this Friday and December is a peak season so you'll have to book fast!"

Deciding where to have it is giving me real problem.

My first choice was TGI Friday's but they don't meet my requirements.

Bee's is another cheaper option but mom says the food sucks.

Eden offered the best place ever and I'm totally in love with the place they offered me and also the proposed buffet menu. I really like it. Dad didn't say it's expensive so I guess I'll go with Eden??? Hehehehe... Mom loves that place too but it's a bit too expensive.

Mom has been scouting around with me for the past 2 days and she wants me to look for more option.

My criteria is simple. I just want to have a nice and cosy environment that is suitable for a birthday celebration. But this mummy of mine, says that the food is more important. It must be nice!!!

Ish...!

*Jes darling, be home fast. Mom is soooo concern that you won't make it to my party (though I told her soooooooo many times that you will make it). Show yourself to her quick!!! Miss U!!!**

I'm so annoyed by the streamyx connection now.

It take me an hour in attempting to log in into beta blogger.

Arrrggghhhh...

and that explains my quietness here.

Anyways,

mission trip to Sarawak is only 4 days away. *wwwweeeeeeeeeeeeee**

and the devil is at work already...

*sigh**

He just never gives up.

But it's ok.

We have God to get even back with him!

I've just met an accident in Shah Alam today. My baby Myvi is so hurted but I'm physically alright. Though is not my fault but daddy scolded me like crazy. There's a part of me to argue back at my dad but Kyleen reminded me that the devil is at work and so I just keep quiet and accept whatever daddy scold me. Though whatever he said is hurtful but it's ok. He scolded me with the right intention and that is to learn from my mistakes (mistake #1: forgot to take down the car plate no.) I'm alright but my heart is not at peace...

Prayer for me pls...

*Hugs**

This can not be happening!!!

I'm serious!!!

Seriously serious...

I'm falling sick now and mission trip that I've been looking forward so much for is just next Saturday.

Exactly 1 week more.

Last year, I had my right ankle sprained because of futsal 2 days before the trip.

I had difficulties walking especially the hikes but God pulled me through.

And now, again, some unpleasant thing happening to me before the trip. Arrrghhh... I'm so not angry at myself but the devil!

And devil, you know what?

I've got my God to fight back. I'm going to be totally recovered before the trip.


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Open my eyes
I want to see Your Glory
Your Glory, Lord
Open my heart
I want to be closer
Closer to You

I feel like putting my head in the toilet bowl and flush it down!

It's exam now and I'm in no mood of studying.

All I think now is... Shopping, Jap Buffet, Mission Trip, more Shopping and all the fun that you can name. And You! you know who you are.

Just when I quiet down myself before the Lord before I starts any reading, I looses focus.

I need FOCUS!

I need CONCENTRATION!

I have to keep telling myself that, "Ok Sheila, this is your final year. Dont blow it away! Struggle for another week, you're done till next year. 3 months of summer hols... How cool is that?".

Just when I think of the 3 months hols, my mind goes back to wandering shopping, mission, camps... and all fun you can name.

To top that up, close friend Michelle is home and I really wants to go lepak with her. Though she'll be here for about 2 months, but it is the feeling of hanging-out-with-her-as-soon-as-she-gets back that I want to have.

To top top that up, I'm the only one left alone here in Malaysia with exam (exclude the SPMs). How bad is that?

Aaarrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!

I'm so angry at myself.

And so, yesterday I sat for my 1st paper.

I'm not sure how it went.

I dare not think about it.

But I know that I've put my 101% on that paper.

Everyone rushed out from the exam hall as soon as Ronald said, "Ok, you may go now...".

Almost everyone rushed to grab their bags and the textbook to check the answers and discuss with their friends.

While the rest, stayed back in the hall and asked Ronald if their answers were right.

As for me, I took my own sweet time to get up from my seat and take my own sweet time to make myself to the front stage for my bag...

Then Ronald came to me and asked, "So how Sheila? How did u find the paper? Very easy right?"

"Hmmm... not really..."

I find myself trying not to think back of the paper I've just did.

The rest just came to interupt my conversation with Ronald.

And so I walked away because everyone else is eager to know if their answers were right.

As I passes through all the students, I didn't even joined my friends or to go over and greet them after not seeing them for 2 weeks.

Afraid of being asked how I did? Is this answer correct?

I find myself afraid of knowing the answer I did were correct. Knowing how I did.

I'm not sure if this is a sign of low self-confidence for exam.

I'm struggling...

to regain my focus, concentration and self-confidence.

I'm left with 2 more papers,

Monday = Small Business200
Wednesday = Public Relations102

Prayer. Pray for me. Need lots of them.

Few of us followed Cmdr Gideon to MGS for a talk on Abortion... Here are some of the pics taken.

Cmdr Gideon doin his thing...

...with Samson helping him with the powerpoint.


The students...

...even the teachers were there... listening attentively.

Presenting Mr Kenny... leading the Lame ice-breaker. hehehe =)

In deep thought... listening or looking at the girls???

Amy, Seaw Chin & Cheryl with her trademark pose

Me, Melvin & his MP3



with Rara Lee... We bailed her out from the "prison"



Amy, Lala, Rara

*Oppsss... I forgot to take a pic of Benjamine Hean. Hehehe =) He was there too!

Dear Heavenly Daddy,

I cast all my cares upon You,
I lay all of my burdens down at Your feet,
At any time I don't know what to do,
I will cast all my cares upon You.

Love,
Your Daughter

Finals is soooooooooooooooo near. I can't believe this semester is coming to an end in 2 weeks time. It felt time passes so very the fast this semester. Maybe because there's so much to look forward to in December. Yeah??? Heheheh =)

16th Nov - Strategic Marketing 310 @ 12.15pm

20th Nov - Small Business 200 @ 5.30pm

22th Nov - Public Relations 102 @ 8.30am

Then I'll be free till February 2007 for my last and final semester (if everything goes well...)


Ok, off to study hard hard for finals...

ALL THE BEST to you people out there who are sitting for exams now and soon to be sitting for one.

Jes: You so long didn't blog ady ah...?
Me: Me kinda lazy to blog... =)

Just right after this conversation, something embarassing happened to me.

My day was perfectly fine, till Grace called me up to pick her up from her workplace. Being a kind friend, I said ok.

I know my car petrol was running low since Sunday and I've got the intention to pump petrol before leaving for modern at 8.10pm. But since I have to pick her up, why not pick her up first and then only pump petrol. That was my idea.

However, just when I reached her workplace, my car suddenly broke down!

OMG!!!

I tried restarting it but it lasted only for 5 seconds. So, both of us were stucked there, in the car with no air-con.

Grace was helpful in no ways. The moment she enters the car, she laughed non-stop and made a very self-centered statement, "Please don't break down here, I'll be embarassed if my colleague sees me here...". I laughed back at her, "Padam Muka! At least I don't know them... hahahahaha...".

So, I called daddy to bring some petrol over, enough to start my car and drive to the nearest petrol station. Being a concern daddy, he scolded me of course =(

All is well now...